Disappointed.
Know I shouldn't be, but I am.

Which is hypocritical really - if my friends did something crappy to someone else I wouldn't abandon them either, although I would stand up if they did something horrible to a mutual friend... *shrugs* this is medschool, what did I expect- people to be nice?

I should really kmow better anyway, just because someone appears Christian doesn't mean they are

I just hate having to question every single thing

I asked and you lied - perhaps a white lie, but a lie nonetheless

Classic Blair & Chuck

Blair Waldorf: Chuck, NYU is not the Upper East Side. They don't care about Constance, or social hierarchy. They don't care that I'm Blair Waldorf! It's over. 
Chuck Bass: How can you do this to me? 
Blair Waldorf: What are you talking about? 
Chuck Bass: I'm Chuck Bass. And I told you I love you. You're saying I'm easier to win over than a bunch of pseudo-intellectual homesick malcontents. You really insult me like that? 
Blair Waldorf: That's not how it is. 
Chuck Bass: It's exactly how it is. The next time you forget you're Blair Waldorf, remember I'm Chuck Bass. And I love you. 

I can't bear to think of my Grandma up above,
I'm not sure she is there waiting for me.
I'm the worst grand-daughter in the world.
I wish I could have encouraged her to come to God instead of worrying about her earthly comforts.
It's so hard to accept I had a chance to warn her, I didn't grasp the opportunity with both hands.

Why do I find it so hard to talk to my family about Him??

I pray that You will give me courage and strength to encourage others to come to You.
That You will judge my grandma with love and forgiveness.
My grandma was the sweetest person, who showed love and kindness to all around her.
Lord give me the strength to talk to my dad about you, to talk to my grandpa too.

I can't believe I've let so many opportunities pass by without mentioning Your love.
Please don't let it be too late

Please don't let it be too late