I can barely look after myself

How could I be a mother to a bundle of joy that would look to me for guidance and spiritual growth?

I hope I can be as good of a parent as Michael and Sharilyn some day :)

Thankyou

Thankyou for always being by my side
Thankyou for never letting me fall
Please remind me when I start to fade
Please take me into Your embrace
And remind me that Your love never fails

Dear Lord

Dear Lord,
Our Father in heaven,
I pray You will give me the courage to accept when I cannot change things,
to accept the consequences of my actions - however harsh I feel them to be,
and the strength to bear them gracefully.

I know I am possibly the most selfish person I know,
I know I have made mistakes
I know that making amends doesn't mean that I will be forgiven
I know that You will not give me anything I cannot endure
I thank You for giving me this chance, where so many have none
I pray that You will continue to do Your work in me and help mold me into the person You want me to be.

I know I will never be good enough to stand before You, and it is only by Your Grace that I am saved.

I want to be a better person.  I want You to be proud of me.
I want to make my mamma proud.

Please help me remain loving towards R, to care for him as though he were my own brother though it pains me so,
Please guide me.
Please let me remain strong in Your love, keep me in Your care.
Don't let me fade away again, please, that was such a lonely place
I need You in my life.

I come before You, humbled by Your glory
Thankyou for looking over me always
For providing me everything I need and so much more,
So much more also than I deserve
Thankyou for giving me second chance after second chance




Your servant


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